Sunshine and shadows...

Sunshine and Shadows...

One
in time
fell in here,
in surprise recoil
from another...

sick searing stress
sustained
in moments of
knowing all that we lost
within...
through failing grasps,
in wild despair

white flakes
of soothing sunshine
fall beyond thought,
sink slowly,
saunter
mockingly,
gaily laugh
our deceits
of ourselves
to scorn...

but reeling still
the soul strikes out at the nothingness,
and finding none
yet lurches on,
blindly clawing
to tear away the
veil of sorrow
over love...

yet
finally
fears falter,
faulted feelings fade...
sentiently
secured and sure,
only so
is seen,
simultaneously,
sunshine and shadows
together sending this scene
showing
that only Love satisfies...
in contrast
to the life of lies
... to oneself